Just got from church. Five minutes past four, there was a loud grumble, and then a flash, and then something crumbled. Then I turned around to see the debris falling from the church's left side, coming up from the roof. The head sacristan went to see the debris and found that almost half of the roof's design were terrible broken.
Some sort of premonition? Well, I leave it to the fundamentalists.
So, again it's Sunday, where I serve in our church as in charge of the slide show. I have to flash into the screen the words the people should say, and also to post the songs so that they could follow it. I know how there are issues regarding with singing in Catholic churches wherein Evangelical churches have all of their people singing at the top of their lungs while in Catholic churches, the only people who sang is the choir. That's not the issue for now.
And again it's Sunday, where I always go wrong putting those slides into the screen. I 'work' as the computer/slide controller, or is that what you call it? But heck, it's almost five weeks, FIVE weeks, and I still can't do my job right. Crap.
i don't know why I still can't make that slide go smoothly, with less (or even better none) mistakes putting them in order. Why is it whenever I do some easy tasks my head always pops so many mundane things? And why am I always thinking so many things during times I shouldn't? Geez...terrible, terrible.
Will meditation helps? Or how about yoga? Is there some way I could do to stop overthinking? Is it even a disorder? A mental sickness?
I need a day, just a day, where my head will completely go blank.
But I guess that day will be the day I'll be dead.
Ciao!
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